at long last after months of being well not, i am ton well i dont know what the opposite of not is so i just said sometihng, but soon new art shall appear, and new wordings, yes many many new ones

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FREE

so i get on deviant art to check on things , ya know messages and such and what do ya know i get a free subscription. It almost brought a tear to my eye since there will be no way in any of the nine hells ill be able to pay for this when its all over. I mean i can barely pay for college and i cant find a job. I so suck like that , but i want money. Anybody wanna pay me to do stuff....LEGAL stuff. I mean there is alot ill do for money.....yes i know what you are thinking....and Maybe.

So um now that this is all over and im done ranting....um bye?

so hmmm, i guess i jsut ran out of things to say . I spill my guts on xanga when i need to or i just i dunno. I have noticed lately that i have been most uncreative and its starting to suck. On the plus side i sculpted a skull and painted it pruple. YAY purple.

okay my journal has reason. My grandmother died, and it sucks. I hate death . ..i hate it so much. I hate what it does to my family, i hate what my family does to my mom. I HATE

So i am now 21 big fricken deal. I didnt get drunk, didnt really want to, i didnt get to hang with my girl, which i really wanted to , and i well had a decent time, spent it wif my buddies and all wich was okay i guess. well enough of this TA TA